The Winter Solstice was one of my highlights of last year, 2020. After a year of gloom, doom, despair and darkness for many, the Solstice was an opportunity to really celebrate the Light.
Candle light and lamp light brightened the house during the holiday season and it is always lovely to have such soft lighting when relaxing. Our Solstice celebration also included lights or torches made from Mullein stalks that I had saved from harvest time.
You can see how brightly they burned! They lasted for a good time too – maybe an hour or more – so I was very pleased with them. I felt it was more important than ever to celebrate the return of the Light after such a dark year. The Solstice occurred on the night of the conjunction between Jupiter and Saturn. I had read a lot about this conjunction but I am not an astrologer so I won’t attempt to describe any of the forecasts. You can read about this conjunction here and here astrologyking.com/jupiter-conjunct-saturn-the-great-conjunction/ darkstarastrology.com/jupiter-conjunction-saturn/
Suffice it to say, things are going to change but HOW is not known, it depends on us and how we think. Throughout this last year I, like many, have felt anxious and fearful and I am sure there have been many dark nights of the soul for people. The lack of light during winter certainly did not help. For me, I was not anxious about a virus or becoming ill because I am confident in my immune system and good health. I have been anxious about what it all means. There seem to be so many agendas, so much censorship and propaganda; so much fear generated and so many theories about what is actually going on. Censorship and confusing information from governments and health experts have given me particular concern and I have felt a darkness spreading towards our future. Consequently, at the Solstice I made a vow to myself, to not only welcome in the Light but to be the Light! If we are to manifest a future that serves everyone, brings Peace and good will, a future of equal opportunity and mutual respect for the planet and for all people, then I think we must focus on the Light and not on negative possibilities that haven’t yet happened.
There are many plants throughout the year that will help us to shine our lights, not least St. John’s Wort and, coming very soon, Dandelion! These plants are allies who will help us to shine the Light within us.
I do believe that we all have a Light within. Some people might call it Divine Light others might call it Star Light or Love Light. It has actually been scientifically proven that we do have a Light body made up of bio-photons. Here is an interesting article. wakeup-world.com/2013/07/12/biophotons-the-human-body-emits-communicates-with-and-is-made-from-light/
There are many definitions of Light but for me, the Light that is within us is a deep, deep Knowledge. The Knowledge that we are part of this planet, that we are part of each other and that deep down we know that this is the Truth. In ancient Ireland, the Truth was seen as a magical force that could bring forth healing. One could argue that we all have our own truths and that truth may differ from person to person. Perhaps, but I say, strip away all the conditioning, all of the religious dogma and political, social and cultural propaganda that we have all been subjected to and the deep Truth within all of us will shine like Light. This Light or Truth, can heal us and heal our planet and heal our relationship with all our plant and animal relations.
So rather than continuing to worry, I am training myself to be in the now and more importantly to visualise and imagine, to really work to manifest a bright, light filled future. I want the best for my children, I want them to be free and happy. I want all of us to be happy and free, free to be how we are meant to be.
If we keep our Light shining and resist the morbid temptation to worry and imagine the worst; if we remember to call on our plant allies to support us then our Light will overcome any darkness and help us to manifest a better world. Our energy and personal power will manifest the Light rather than feed the darkness.
Marianne Williamson’s poem has been with me for a long time and I would like to share it with you:
Our Deepest Fear
By Marianne Williamson
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness
That most frightens us.
We ask ourselves
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small
Does not serve the world.
There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking
So that other people won’t feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine,
As children do.
We were born to make manifest
The glory of God that is within us.
It’s not just in some of us;
It’s in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we’re liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others.
If we consciously shine our own Light then the Light will spread and all will be well. The plants are already doing it even in January!